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Post by Admiral Striker General on Nov 11, 2010 3:53:04 GMT -5
She shook her head and sighed, bringing a hand to her forehead. "Forget it." Really, what had she expected? "I don't even know what I'm saying anymore.." Her damned brain was outright scrambled from all this... whatever it was. Ugh..
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Post by ★ Ryuujin ! on Nov 11, 2010 3:54:21 GMT -5
★ KAITO ★ It's typical - create a world, a special place of my design.By my admission nothing grows. Just a longer list of throes. - - - - - - - - - - - - Wiping the lost look from his face, he replaced it with a smile as he sat back once again, using his arm to balance himself. "Kali..." he began, attempting to grab the good side of her mood, trying to cheer her up, "Didn't I tell you that you could talk to me?"
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Post by Admiral Striker General on Nov 11, 2010 3:58:16 GMT -5
Again she went deadpan, tone dry as the desert she loved. A weak leer was sent his way. "About the fact I apparently crush on every older guy to give me a passing glance?" she asked, not-quite-sarcasm dripping. "I think I'll pass."
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Post by ★ Ryuujin ! on Nov 11, 2010 4:11:31 GMT -5
★ KAITO ★ It's typical - create a world, a special place of my design.By my admission nothing grows. Just a longer list of throes. - - - - - - - - - - - - With a sudden snort, Kaito laughed at this, trying his best not to... didn't exactly work. "You know... that's not a bad thing, its normal for people to crush on others..." He offers, doing his best to keep a steady voice, "Older or not..."
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Post by Admiral Striker General on Nov 11, 2010 4:34:24 GMT -5
She gave a heavy leer, though at the ceiling rather than Kaito directly. "You're not helping..." she muttered. Did he... really not get it? ...Oi vey... It was like she had some natural talent for seeking out these..... The thought went unfinished, a mental growl of frustration taking its place.
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Post by ★ Ryuujin ! on Nov 11, 2010 4:40:11 GMT -5
★ KAITO ★ It's typical - create a world, a special place of my design.By my admission nothing grows. Just a longer list of throes. - - - - - - - - - - - - Shutting his mouth tightly, he thinned his lips and pushed his glasses further up the bridge of his nose. Sighing softly, he looked away again, feeling a bit... awkward. Of course he had noticed... the color of her aura... it was a little hard not to. "..." He opens his mouth to speak, then closes it again, unsure of what to say and remains silent with the exception of a simple sigh.
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Post by Admiral Striker General on Nov 11, 2010 4:52:49 GMT -5
The silence did nothing to stop her over-thinking, and after some moments both hands finally covered her face. "Urrrrrgghh...." she groaned. Technically... this was that kid Michael's fault. If he hadn't destroyed Cipher, she'd still be in the Orre- just a random high school kid with normal high school problems. Ugh... At times like this, she almost wondered if she shouldn't finish school before worrying about all this shit; but of course, she knew at this point it would only mean piling those problems on top of the current, really.. Dammit. "Why do things have to be so damn confusing? So complicated?"
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Post by ★ Ryuujin ! on Nov 11, 2010 4:59:38 GMT -5
★ KAITO ★ It's typical - create a world, a special place of my design.By my admission nothing grows. Just a longer list of throes. - - - - - - - - - - - - "Well... Because things are never easy." THANK YOU CAPTAIN OBVIOUS! The voice in his head screamed at him as he offered these words to Kali. Rolling his eyes at that, he smiled once again, trying to remain calm, "I'm sure things will get better eventually, they usually do. Just... try not to press the matter."
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Post by Admiral Striker General on Nov 11, 2010 5:11:04 GMT -5
Her nails clawed at her forehead a bit as she resisted screaming about the same thoughts Kaito had had aloud at him. A few moments to calm down, though, and this irritation eased back into simple frustration. "But men are oblivious..." she finally grumbled.
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Post by ★ Ryuujin ! on Nov 11, 2010 5:16:37 GMT -5
★ KAITO ★ It's typical - create a world, a special place of my design.By my admission nothing grows. Just a longer list of throes. - - - - - - - - - - - - "..." Twitch. With that, he had the sudden desire to correct her, which he would. But... 'HA', to if she would believe him or not. "SOME are, yes. But not all of us." Kaito found the ability to smile sincerely at that moment, shifting on the bed to face Kali a little more, "Some of us just... need to be shown." It was true... after all. Many men were... nervous around women, it was natural, he supposed. That will to be with them, the want to impress... it even made him nervous when he thought about it.
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Post by Admiral Striker General on Nov 11, 2010 5:36:43 GMT -5
...Right. Well, she'd definitely disproven that as the case for Leon, hadn't she? Dragging her hands down her face a bit, she leered through her fingers. She had to wonder now, if... No, she really shouldn't-.. A sharp mental sigh broke her thoughts. And why not? What could possibly get any worse at this point? Was Leon going to somehow be offended, given he didn't seem to give a damn and would never know anyway? Were things going to get more awkward with Kaito? Perhaps, but did she really care? Really, fuck it all. She'd spent so long being so careful about everything, and what had it gotten her?
With a small sigh of resolution, Kali suddenly smiled sweetly, then sat up and turned toward him. Grabbing his shoulders, she pulled him down to his back, then quickly leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on his lips before sitting back up; her smile would have been painfully fake even if he couldn't see the aura to enforce that. As it was, she positively radiated with guilt, pain, depression, a lot of confusion, and... actually, a light lacing of infatuation. "Mm..?" she hummed sweetly.
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Post by ★ Ryuujin ! on Nov 11, 2010 7:14:04 GMT -5
★ KAITO ★ It's typical - create a world, a special place of my design.By my admission nothing grows. Just a longer list of throes. - - - - - - - - - - - - Seeing the sudden smile on her face unnerved him... more so, how sweet it was. He felt himself twitch, his eyes widening and his face flushing as she moved on the bed, pulling him down. With an attempt to retort completely gone as she touched her lips to his own, he froze, eyes wider than before. When she moved away, Kaito was able to grasp himself enough to look away, trying to still his shaking being, his speeding heart and his racing mind. W-what the hell was that? Shifting his gaze back to her, he caught sight of her aura for the thousandth time that night, as it seemed, and closed his eyes with a sigh, "W-what was that...?"
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Post by Admiral Striker General on Nov 11, 2010 7:18:54 GMT -5
...Seriously? Did he honestly just.. Mentally, Kali ripped at her hair a bit. Outside, she just fought to hold her smile, twitching slightly. "Men are oblivious.." she repeated.
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Post by ★ Ryuujin ! on Nov 11, 2010 7:35:42 GMT -5
★ KAITO ★ It's typical - create a world, a special place of my design.By my admission nothing grows. Just a longer list of throes. - - - - - - - - - - - - At this, Kaito couldn't help but to growl a little, "I know what it was... I just..." He paused, opening his eyes to look directly into her aura now, narrowing his eyes at what he saw, "Why would you do such a thing if it confuses you so... or makes you feel that way?"
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Post by Admiral Striker General on Nov 11, 2010 7:42:51 GMT -5
Her smile became ever-harder to hold as she twitched repeatedly. Irritation rising, she answered with attempt to keep her sweet tone, "Because you implied you'd be less oblivious if I showed you..." Despite her attempt, it came out just a bit dry as well.
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Post by ★ Ryuujin ! on Nov 12, 2010 3:54:25 GMT -5
★ KAITO ★ It's typical - create a world, a special place of my design.By my admission nothing grows. Just a longer list of throes. - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaito received a sudden smack in the face as the it all dawned on him. Blinking a bit as his face flushed once again, "Well, I didn't mean so bluntly or... quick..." He nearly muttered, raising a hand to run it through his hair in the awkwardness of the whole situation, "Did you... go this fast with him?"
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Post by Admiral Striker General on Nov 12, 2010 4:37:46 GMT -5
Kali sat blank a moment before rolling her eyes and half-barking a rather cold laugh. "No, Kaito," she replied dryly, only glancing down at him as opposed to really looking. "Honestly, I'm just being a bitch, and I figured that should certainly make it obvious enough."
She sighed now, looking off at nothing as she thought out just what to say. When again she spoke, the annoyed tone had been dropped for something more weary. "No.. I've.. only kissed him once.." she admitted. "And only very recently, and.... Even just now went over infinitely better than that.... disaster..." The last word was weak, regretful. Why-.... Ugh, now wasn't the time to get back into that... "I just..."
She gave a groaning sigh and shook her head, then, burying her face in one hand. "So, let's try having this conversation again with you a little less clueless, mm?" She was trying to fake a bit brighter tone, though the attempt was pretty sad. Taking a deep breath, she began, "Ever since I realized I was starting to fall for him, a few weeks after we met, my every waking moment seems to have revolved around him, at least in some way or other." Whether it was working in the lab, catching fodder for his army, trying to take care of him, just spending too much time thinking about him... And of course, there was all the lost sleep and skipped meals, sometimes in effort to keep up with him and sometimes because he was just driving her so crazy she didn't feel like either. "Especially lately, I've been sacrificing my own wants and needs more and more, but.. I've been happy to do so. Really." She smiled weakly, despite the faintest tears beginning to well up. "Just... to stay near him..."
At this point, she choked a little, then glanced toward but not quite at him. "But now... I've met you... and the way you talk and act around me, I get so flustered and sometimes nearly giddy and--" She cut off with a groaning growl. "I don't understand how I can feel this way when..." Both hands covered her forehead as she clawed at her hair and groaned in frustration again.
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Post by ★ Ryuujin ! on Nov 12, 2010 4:39:28 GMT -5
★ KAITO ★ It's typical - create a world, a special place of my design.By my admission nothing grows. Just a longer list of throes. - - - - - - - - - - - - With the color of the blush never leaving his cheeks, Kaito allowed himself to smile once again, sincere this time, "Kali... its alright. I didn't exactly... know I made you feel that way. I can back off if you'd prefer." He paused, biting his lower lip once again as he looked away, falling silent for a bit. It wasn't exactly an awkward silence, well... not to him at least, he wouldn't speak for Kali, but he found his own mine reeling. "I still think, if you back away for a bit, and give him some space to come closer and to strengthen the bond, that a second attempt may come smoother..." He offered once his mind settled enough for him to think.
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Post by Admiral Striker General on Nov 12, 2010 4:45:12 GMT -5
She sighed heavily, remaining silent for some time after he spoke. Her whole body seemed to ache, or if not her head and chest were enough to make it seem like it. 'I can back off... if you'd prefer...' She swallowed, suppressing a small meep. Finally, she weakly replied, "But.. I don't know what I want anymore..."[/size]
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Post by ★ Ryuujin ! on Nov 12, 2010 4:51:54 GMT -5
★ KAITO ★ It's typical - create a world, a special place of my design.By my admission nothing grows. Just a longer list of throes. - - - - - - - - - - - - Humming a thought, he runs his hand through his hair again, forward this time, messing it a little before allowing his head to fall by his side. Turning his head back the other way again, his eyes falling on her in a manner as if he were studying her, "Then, perhaps... you should take a break for yourself - to find your way. Nobody can find happiness when they're lost..."
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