Post by Admiral Striker General on Sept 22, 2011 13:01:47 GMT -5
:'3;; Ssooooooo yeah.
My muse is officially fried, to a point I'm having trouble with Magnetism[/u][/i]. On that note, I may try to force out just that and maybe one or two others depending on my mood later.
Aside from my lack of muse, though.. :'3 Last week when certain unnamed events prompted me to take an outright break from VC, I ended up finally deciding to work on my fanfic for the first time in a year.
... Those of you who haven't heard me rant on the subject don't understand. This fic NEEEEEEEEEEEDS to be done. This is one of my BIGGEST ships (and what's an Admiral without her fleet? *SHOT!* X3 That's where the name came from for those who didn't get it), and I. CAN. NOT. FIND. ANY. SHIP. FICS. FOR IT. I've been searching for a long while. ... It's a fandom of literally millions and a ship that makes so much canonic sense it's painful and only becoming more likely as time passes from what I can see.
:'3 And there is sizeable- not excessively large because the male in the pairing is an extremely polarized character who more hate than like, and while the chick is generally popular she does have her haters, sometimes in the form of his fans (and, you know, not personally liking a character TOTALLY eliminates the possibility that they could mesh well with a char you do like), but still at least pretty sizeable- fanbase FOR THIS SHIP. They just... don't DO anything. :"D At so very very long last there actually IS a little bit of fanart for it, if only soooo very little, but I'm still not finding fics.
This must be remedied.
:"D; SO~ I started working on that. Annnnnnnnnnnnnnd... now I'm afraid that if I start writing as any other characters I'm going to lose my muse for it for another year. :"DDD \o/
Of course, I'm also going to have to rewrite a lot of it. Because I forgot to take into account that there are three more books in which the two chars I so love are either minorly or majorly featured, and-- :U SHOCKING-- they like.. have some interactions! *SHOT* X"3;; So yeah I.. am going to have to change the timing and possibly the setting to more accurately reflect later events as well. Also, I always knew I was playing the guy too soft, and was kind of trying to justify it in my head with his gentler side (split personality sort of ftw) just kind of taking more control for that event and it pushing what really ARE his sympathy buttons, but he still does need to be at least a little bit rougher, and some bits from these books- especially the most recent, in which his inner conflict with himself is one of the primary plot points- should help me get a more accurate feeling for how his thought process works and so-on~ :'3
And YES, it DOES ABSOLUTELY *NEED* to be consistent with EVERYTHING, because the purpose of this fic aside from just the fact the fandom must grow is to show fellow fans that there is ABSOLUTELY. NO reason that these two couldn't work quite well together, and present it in a much better way than just my list of supporting evidence that's generally TL;DR. :'3
SO YEAH. \o/ Also it's just been like a whole year since I did anything too strongly WoW-related and my addiction is starving, so this should feed it enough to last it a while. :"3 So um... I'm going to be logging in sparingly some days to do admin-y things like close the Super game and post results or the like. I may or may not be on chatango any given day; I SHOULD be on Facebook most days for those who have it at least part of the day. :'3
Also, I'll definitely be on for Trivia Day, of course.
8'3;; But yes please don't kill me SG is going to be all-but-gone for like a few days to a week or two or something except for things mentioned while I read the hell out of a few books and then write something non-Pokemon-RP for once<3 (No. Seriously. Aside from this fic and half-completed attempts at bios on other boards I didn't stick with long enough to play, I can't remember the last creative thing I wrote that wasn't a Pokemon RP. x3;)
8'DDD; SO I'LL BE BACK SOONISH I LOVE YOU ALL PLEASE DON'T HURT ME.
My muse is officially fried, to a point I'm having trouble with Magnetism[/u][/i]. On that note, I may try to force out just that and maybe one or two others depending on my mood later.
Aside from my lack of muse, though.. :'3 Last week when certain unnamed events prompted me to take an outright break from VC, I ended up finally deciding to work on my fanfic for the first time in a year.
... Those of you who haven't heard me rant on the subject don't understand. This fic NEEEEEEEEEEEDS to be done. This is one of my BIGGEST ships (and what's an Admiral without her fleet? *SHOT!* X3 That's where the name came from for those who didn't get it), and I. CAN. NOT. FIND. ANY. SHIP. FICS. FOR IT. I've been searching for a long while. ... It's a fandom of literally millions and a ship that makes so much canonic sense it's painful and only becoming more likely as time passes from what I can see.
:'3 And there is sizeable- not excessively large because the male in the pairing is an extremely polarized character who more hate than like, and while the chick is generally popular she does have her haters, sometimes in the form of his fans (and, you know, not personally liking a character TOTALLY eliminates the possibility that they could mesh well with a char you do like), but still at least pretty sizeable- fanbase FOR THIS SHIP. They just... don't DO anything. :"D At so very very long last there actually IS a little bit of fanart for it, if only soooo very little, but I'm still not finding fics.
This must be remedied.
:"D; SO~ I started working on that. Annnnnnnnnnnnnnd... now I'm afraid that if I start writing as any other characters I'm going to lose my muse for it for another year. :"DDD \o/
Of course, I'm also going to have to rewrite a lot of it. Because I forgot to take into account that there are three more books in which the two chars I so love are either minorly or majorly featured, and-- :U SHOCKING-- they like.. have some interactions! *SHOT* X"3;; So yeah I.. am going to have to change the timing and possibly the setting to more accurately reflect later events as well. Also, I always knew I was playing the guy too soft, and was kind of trying to justify it in my head with his gentler side (split personality sort of ftw) just kind of taking more control for that event and it pushing what really ARE his sympathy buttons, but he still does need to be at least a little bit rougher, and some bits from these books- especially the most recent, in which his inner conflict with himself is one of the primary plot points- should help me get a more accurate feeling for how his thought process works and so-on~ :'3
And YES, it DOES ABSOLUTELY *NEED* to be consistent with EVERYTHING, because the purpose of this fic aside from just the fact the fandom must grow is to show fellow fans that there is ABSOLUTELY. NO reason that these two couldn't work quite well together, and present it in a much better way than just my list of supporting evidence that's generally TL;DR. :'3
SO YEAH. \o/ Also it's just been like a whole year since I did anything too strongly WoW-related and my addiction is starving, so this should feed it enough to last it a while. :"3 So um... I'm going to be logging in sparingly some days to do admin-y things like close the Super game and post results or the like. I may or may not be on chatango any given day; I SHOULD be on Facebook most days for those who have it at least part of the day. :'3
Also, I'll definitely be on for Trivia Day, of course.
8'3;; But yes please don't kill me SG is going to be all-but-gone for like a few days to a week or two or something except for things mentioned while I read the hell out of a few books and then write something non-Pokemon-RP for once<3 (No. Seriously. Aside from this fic and half-completed attempts at bios on other boards I didn't stick with long enough to play, I can't remember the last creative thing I wrote that wasn't a Pokemon RP. x3;)
8'DDD; SO I'LL BE BACK SOONISH I LOVE YOU ALL PLEASE DON'T HURT ME.
Saying "SG rants a lot" is like saying "Longcat is long".
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